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death cab for cutie - soul meets body
this song makes me think about the universe. i've had these weird theories for quite some time now.
brandon
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dntel - fear of corners
dntel - fireworks
it's been a long time since i've seen this place. don't know exactly why. many ups and downs... infact, too many for me to even attempt to go through them now. however, i'm trying to make a point to keep my thoughts flowing somewhere. i've almost forgotten what it feels like. it's kind of like taking a piss after holding it for 5 hours. sometimes it's painful while letting it out. however, it always feels good in the end.
dntel - fear of corners
dntel - fireworks
it's been a long time since i've seen this place. don't know exactly why. many ups and downs... infact, too many for me to even attempt to go through them now. however, i'm trying to make a point to keep my thoughts flowing somewhere. i've almost forgotten what it feels like. it's kind of like taking a piss after holding it for 5 hours. sometimes it's painful while letting it out. however, it always feels good in the end.
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chimaira - let go
chimaira - sp lit
chimaira - rizzo
its getting close to that time. i told myself i would pierce something on my face this summer. i originally was just going to do the lip... either in the middle or the right side. but i seen this really fucking cool ear ring. so now im thinking about renigging on my pact not to pierce my ears. who cares anyways. im too old for inhibitions like that. i dont have parents that are going to say shit to me. atleast not at 21 they wont. yea, i saw it on some pornstar. its fucking great. still thinking about it though...
today was really hot and i was really bored. i only slept till like 10 because celest called me to go with her to see some renaissance movie bullshit for her class. she called it off later which is one of my secret pet peeves. dont ask me to do shit if you may not want to do it later. doesnt matter how small the chance is. i hate wasting time that could be spent elsewhere just being on call "just incase" someone wants to do something. call me when shit has been etched in stone. otherwise dont bother... like i was saying... it was hot. thought about going to the beach but that fell through. no one is at thier house. either still in the dorms or elsewhere. the only thing i managed to get done was burn some cd's for the car. other than that i watched bourne supremacy for the 4th time and liked it... oh wait. i did laundry too.
chimaira - let go
chimaira - sp lit
chimaira - rizzo
its getting close to that time. i told myself i would pierce something on my face this summer. i originally was just going to do the lip... either in the middle or the right side. but i seen this really fucking cool ear ring. so now im thinking about renigging on my pact not to pierce my ears. who cares anyways. im too old for inhibitions like that. i dont have parents that are going to say shit to me. atleast not at 21 they wont. yea, i saw it on some pornstar. its fucking great. still thinking about it though...
today was really hot and i was really bored. i only slept till like 10 because celest called me to go with her to see some renaissance movie bullshit for her class. she called it off later which is one of my secret pet peeves. dont ask me to do shit if you may not want to do it later. doesnt matter how small the chance is. i hate wasting time that could be spent elsewhere just being on call "just incase" someone wants to do something. call me when shit has been etched in stone. otherwise dont bother... like i was saying... it was hot. thought about going to the beach but that fell through. no one is at thier house. either still in the dorms or elsewhere. the only thing i managed to get done was burn some cd's for the car. other than that i watched bourne supremacy for the 4th time and liked it... oh wait. i did laundry too.
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mindless slef ingulgence - what do they know?
mindless self indulgence - you'll rebel to anything
today i finally got a car. a '99 monte carlo. of little use tho since i have no insurance. and i dont have a job to get insurnace. im in school full time. in fact im taking 17 units and it will be like this for the rest of the year. i guess it can sit there and collect dust in the mean time... its green. thats a no-no. that will be the first thing to go when i get the money. maybe silver will do... i might post pictures later.
mindless slef ingulgence - what do they know?
mindless self indulgence - you'll rebel to anything
today i finally got a car. a '99 monte carlo. of little use tho since i have no insurance. and i dont have a job to get insurnace. im in school full time. in fact im taking 17 units and it will be like this for the rest of the year. i guess it can sit there and collect dust in the mean time... its green. thats a no-no. that will be the first thing to go when i get the money. maybe silver will do... i might post pictures later.
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linkin park - somewhere i belong
i really intended to write something with a point right now. however, after changing my banner and some other pointless shit i now am extremly tired... its like 3:20am so ill have to do this some other time. i plan on going to see devereau's show galaxy video tomorrow. or should i say today. it looks like i will have a care next month. what car? i dont know. im shooting for an '02 lancer es or something. insurance will be like 250+ which is fucking rediculus. oh and current news is that the "real id" bill was or will be passed very soon. more on that l8r. im tired...
linkin park - somewhere i belong
i really intended to write something with a point right now. however, after changing my banner and some other pointless shit i now am extremly tired... its like 3:20am so ill have to do this some other time. i plan on going to see devereau's show galaxy video tomorrow. or should i say today. it looks like i will have a care next month. what car? i dont know. im shooting for an '02 lancer es or something. insurance will be like 250+ which is fucking rediculus. oh and current news is that the "real id" bill was or will be passed very soon. more on that l8r. im tired...
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blink-182 - adam's song
did the mothers day thing. family went to some restaurant on crenshaw. the kewl thing was that the food was excellent and we saw magic johnson. apparently he was doing the mothers day thing also.
blink-182 - adam's song
did the mothers day thing. family went to some restaurant on crenshaw. the kewl thing was that the food was excellent and we saw magic johnson. apparently he was doing the mothers day thing also.
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chimaira - forced life
chimaira - let go
the msi concert on friday was worth it. it was just me and celest because devereau has a show all of this weekend... and no one else wanted to go. the crwod was much younger than i anticipated. i lost my phone that night, so needless to say there arnt any pictures of this event. however, i did get it back the next day fortunately. they called random numbers (again). the audience was like 60% female which also surprised me. however, majority of them were well underaged. another funny fact is that not only was i the ONLY "colored" individual there, but i was "racial profiled" by a black security guard on the way in... he asked me if i had a gun which was really funny. i got one of the last limited edition posters (494 of 500) they were giving away also. it got damn near destroyed during the show though. but the kewl part is that jimmy signed it after. the next trip is probably going to be the bad religion concert in june @ the house of blues.
heres what the poster looks like
chimaira - forced life
chimaira - let go
the msi concert on friday was worth it. it was just me and celest because devereau has a show all of this weekend... and no one else wanted to go. the crwod was much younger than i anticipated. i lost my phone that night, so needless to say there arnt any pictures of this event. however, i did get it back the next day fortunately. they called random numbers (again). the audience was like 60% female which also surprised me. however, majority of them were well underaged. another funny fact is that not only was i the ONLY "colored" individual there, but i was "racial profiled" by a black security guard on the way in... he asked me if i had a gun which was really funny. i got one of the last limited edition posters (494 of 500) they were giving away also. it got damn near destroyed during the show though. but the kewl part is that jimmy signed it after. the next trip is probably going to be the bad religion concert in june @ the house of blues.
heres what the poster looks like
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radiohead - everything it's right place
cratch what i said earlier... unfortunately the "so great" reason to go to class that next day has changed now. in fact, i have dropped that course. im taking the same course now but online instead. easier i suppose or whatever.
the 6th is approaching fast. this time i promise to have a real camera. i may even have more friends to go. there are some other concerts coming up that i may go to also. mudvayne is playing 3 days before msi and bad religion is playing june 23. im sure im going to see bad religion. heres a joke... puffy amiyumi is playing today at the Wiltern LG. doubt that i will go tho.
im insanely bored, its like 5:20am and i have no motivation to keep writting. much more to say but cant seem to grasp any of it at the moment...
radiohead - everything it's right place
cratch what i said earlier... unfortunately the "so great" reason to go to class that next day has changed now. in fact, i have dropped that course. im taking the same course now but online instead. easier i suppose or whatever.
the 6th is approaching fast. this time i promise to have a real camera. i may even have more friends to go. there are some other concerts coming up that i may go to also. mudvayne is playing 3 days before msi and bad religion is playing june 23. im sure im going to see bad religion. heres a joke... puffy amiyumi is playing today at the Wiltern LG. doubt that i will go tho.
im insanely bored, its like 5:20am and i have no motivation to keep writting. much more to say but cant seem to grasp any of it at the moment...
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static-x - otsego undead
update: the msi concert is friday the 6th of may at the henry fonda theatre. im buying 2 tickets tomorrow for sure. some how i convinced to dev to go with me so far... lets see who else i can sucker for this one. kareem wont fall for it this time for sure.
static-x - otsego undead
update: the msi concert is friday the 6th of may at the henry fonda theatre. im buying 2 tickets tomorrow for sure. some how i convinced to dev to go with me so far... lets see who else i can sucker for this one. kareem wont fall for it this time for sure.
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static-x - down
static-x - kill your idols
it was sunny today but it rained. it actually rained while the sun was out. it wasnt cold... but it was cooler than i would have wished for. i began the day sort of slow but for the most part it has passed quickly. summer is coming, im almost 21 and im starting to enjoy life again. heres a prediction: the day that the mindsay website goes down forever/loses this journal (if at all) i bet ill be ready to part with these written memories. what exactly do i mean by that? im willing to bet that by the time the foresaid should happen, i wont need writtings to remind me of the up and downs of my life. i think i will be able to move on with or without them. ive have more to say but i think ill write about it tomorrow. there is a good reason for this...
static-x - down
static-x - kill your idols
it was sunny today but it rained. it actually rained while the sun was out. it wasnt cold... but it was cooler than i would have wished for. i began the day sort of slow but for the most part it has passed quickly. summer is coming, im almost 21 and im starting to enjoy life again. heres a prediction: the day that the mindsay website goes down forever/loses this journal (if at all) i bet ill be ready to part with these written memories. what exactly do i mean by that? im willing to bet that by the time the foresaid should happen, i wont need writtings to remind me of the up and downs of my life. i think i will be able to move on with or without them. ive have more to say but i think ill write about it tomorrow. there is a good reason for this...
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static-x - get to the gone
static-x - i am
i made it to the concert last night. i managed to get kareem to go with me, but mikePL couldnt go... had to do the easter family dinner thing. it was so fucking energized. kareem took some good shots of the stage. my camera phone wasn't cutting it unfortunately. all in all, it was definately an unforgetable experience. i so cant wait for the msi concert next month. as anyone into static-x would know... koichi fukada is back. they played songs mostly from wisconsin death trip and machine. they also played 2 new songs from the new album coming out in a few months. heres the playlist in no paticular order: get to the gone, i am, cold, monster, destroy all, push it, love dump, i'm with stupid, bled for days, the only, permanence, down, start a war(from the new album titled... start a war) and another song that i forgot the name of(from the new album).
static-x - get to the gone
static-x - i am
i made it to the concert last night. i managed to get kareem to go with me, but mikePL couldnt go... had to do the easter family dinner thing. it was so fucking energized. kareem took some good shots of the stage. my camera phone wasn't cutting it unfortunately. all in all, it was definately an unforgetable experience. i so cant wait for the msi concert next month. as anyone into static-x would know... koichi fukada is back. they played songs mostly from wisconsin death trip and machine. they also played 2 new songs from the new album coming out in a few months. heres the playlist in no paticular order: get to the gone, i am, cold, monster, destroy all, push it, love dump, i'm with stupid, bled for days, the only, permanence, down, start a war(from the new album titled... start a war) and another song that i forgot the name of(from the new album).
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korn - everything i've known
korn - break some off
another day has come. the sun is setting. im still ill. physically and emotionally. it feels bad, but better days seem now within reach. atleast thats what i tell myself. its what keeps me going...
i refuse to miss the static-x concert this saturday. no ame isnt going. i dont care anyways. ill ask around to see if anyone wants to go. the next worst thing to not going is going by myself. which brings me to the next related topic. theres an msi concert next month on the... 16th? ill have to check later. ill also have to find people to go with. why do i feel like the only one interested in this kind of music? or is it they just dont want to go there with me...
korn - everything i've known
korn - break some off
another day has come. the sun is setting. im still ill. physically and emotionally. it feels bad, but better days seem now within reach. atleast thats what i tell myself. its what keeps me going...
i refuse to miss the static-x concert this saturday. no ame isnt going. i dont care anyways. ill ask around to see if anyone wants to go. the next worst thing to not going is going by myself. which brings me to the next related topic. theres an msi concert next month on the... 16th? ill have to check later. ill also have to find people to go with. why do i feel like the only one interested in this kind of music? or is it they just dont want to go there with me...
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hoobastank - too little too late
hoobastank - what happend to us?
well, ive decided not to waste anymore space griping about the past. however, there are a few things i need to get out before i can go on...
kareem and dev broke up about a month ago. he took it well though. also, kareems brother and his girlfriend broke after a couple of years spent together. on the bright side, my mother has come back. she had moved to washington in an effort to take care of her dying mother... who is now dead. lets see, what else is there? new friends... james and joel. met them in class one day. that about wraps it.
hoobastank - too little too late
hoobastank - what happend to us?
well, ive decided not to waste anymore space griping about the past. however, there are a few things i need to get out before i can go on...
kareem and dev broke up about a month ago. he took it well though. also, kareems brother and his girlfriend broke after a couple of years spent together. on the bright side, my mother has come back. she had moved to washington in an effort to take care of her dying mother... who is now dead. lets see, what else is there? new friends... james and joel. met them in class one day. that about wraps it.
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jimmy eat world - bleed american
life is extremly bland right about now. my daily routine is driving me crazy. i wont go mello dramtic over the girlfriend thing, even though i feel like shit. literally. im sick. ive had a cold since sunday mourning. she wants to talk to me over aim. why? i dont know. whats the point? its just making the pain last longer. somehow i cant bring myself to hate her. it wasnt her fault, even though thats what id like to believe. would it make me feel better? probably not. the other side looks greener.
jimmy eat world - bleed american
life is extremly bland right about now. my daily routine is driving me crazy. i wont go mello dramtic over the girlfriend thing, even though i feel like shit. literally. im sick. ive had a cold since sunday mourning. she wants to talk to me over aim. why? i dont know. whats the point? its just making the pain last longer. somehow i cant bring myself to hate her. it wasnt her fault, even though thats what id like to believe. would it make me feel better? probably not. the other side looks greener.
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mindless self indulgence - what do they know
i dont even know where or how to begin... i guess ill just get the most shocking fact out of the way first... ame and i have broken up. life fucking sux right now. i keep telling myself that its not that big of a deal. after nearly a year, its not that big of a deal...
its not like i totally didnt see it coming. i just wasnt expecting to end this way. love isnt enough... i cant finish this entry right now.
mindless self indulgence - what do they know
i dont even know where or how to begin... i guess ill just get the most shocking fact out of the way first... ame and i have broken up. life fucking sux right now. i keep telling myself that its not that big of a deal. after nearly a year, its not that big of a deal...
its not like i totally didnt see it coming. i just wasnt expecting to end this way. love isnt enough... i cant finish this entry right now.
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korn - counting
korn - dirty
summer is over. this summer was suxx period. there is no other word i can use to convey that feeling more so.
i worked the entire summer... everday from 9 to 5+ for less than the time was worth. in the end i paid more than i recieved. i can't go back to csun this fall because i didn't take the english and math courses i failed last spring. if i had just done that then i would have had time to relax, visit ame and actually enjoy the summer. it's over now and griping about it isn't going to change anything so i'm done...
korn - counting
korn - dirty
summer is over. this summer was suxx period. there is no other word i can use to convey that feeling more so.
i worked the entire summer... everday from 9 to 5+ for less than the time was worth. in the end i paid more than i recieved. i can't go back to csun this fall because i didn't take the english and math courses i failed last spring. if i had just done that then i would have had time to relax, visit ame and actually enjoy the summer. it's over now and griping about it isn't going to change anything so i'm done...
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radiohead - scatterbrain
dntel - fence
past events:
eastfest. the greatest... ame, kat, kim, vin, sean, mike, peter, stephen and i went. kareem had left after his volunteer hours were up. it lasted all day and was the greatest fun ever. me and vin got thrown into the pool by juan and marcus. was payback from when we blasted him with the water guns earlier. theres a picture of mike, stephen and peter sitting at the edge of the pool in the school paper. i'm in the background getting food after i came back from changing out of the cloths i got thrown in. vin's cell phone was soaked something nasty. i managed to kick my shoes off before i was tossed...
justin's b-day. evan said they rented a stretch hummer and rocked the night out. i didn't go, over slept... no big deal.
last week of school floor party. everything went well. we had fun even though less people came then intended. most of us were mad drunk by the end... chelle had to be the lamer r.a. to come and busted us. one last get together on thursday and thats all folks. we're all off for the longest summer in the history of mankind...
radiohead - scatterbrain
dntel - fence
past events:
eastfest. the greatest... ame, kat, kim, vin, sean, mike, peter, stephen and i went. kareem had left after his volunteer hours were up. it lasted all day and was the greatest fun ever. me and vin got thrown into the pool by juan and marcus. was payback from when we blasted him with the water guns earlier. theres a picture of mike, stephen and peter sitting at the edge of the pool in the school paper. i'm in the background getting food after i came back from changing out of the cloths i got thrown in. vin's cell phone was soaked something nasty. i managed to kick my shoes off before i was tossed...
justin's b-day. evan said they rented a stretch hummer and rocked the night out. i didn't go, over slept... no big deal.
last week of school floor party. everything went well. we had fun even though less people came then intended. most of us were mad drunk by the end... chelle had to be the lamer r.a. to come and busted us. one last get together on thursday and thats all folks. we're all off for the longest summer in the history of mankind...
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death cab for cutie - all is full of love
death cab for cutie - sleep spent
yea i know... it's been forever since i wrote. soo many things to write about and i know i'm not going to be able to get it all in. i might come back to this post later tonight and finish up... or maybe not... all depends on whether i've finished this paper.
i've finally managed to open up my closet a little again. a girlfriend is somwhere in there now... i don't really know how all of this came about but, i'm actually ok with it. her name is amethyst, everyone just calls her amy (spelled "ame"). so far we've had all ups and no downs and i don't see any storms coming this time...
death cab for cutie - all is full of love
death cab for cutie - sleep spent
yea i know... it's been forever since i wrote. soo many things to write about and i know i'm not going to be able to get it all in. i might come back to this post later tonight and finish up... or maybe not... all depends on whether i've finished this paper.
i've finally managed to open up my closet a little again. a girlfriend is somwhere in there now... i don't really know how all of this came about but, i'm actually ok with it. her name is amethyst, everyone just calls her amy (spelled "ame"). so far we've had all ups and no downs and i don't see any storms coming this time...
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incubus - megalomaniac
nofx - decom-posuer
we didn't even go anywhere after all. everyone flaked. well, we went to amanda's pad in brentwood after justin finished boning her. i don't even think she meant to tell us, even though we already knew the deal. we were all trashed anyways, couldn't help it. evan the hero (who was somehow still somewhat sober) rode us to swingers. we ate and went back then left. that was about it. left my fleece.
justin's evo is still broke but the skyline is fixed after he gives up 17 g's or so. fried differential or something. don't ask why it costs so much... anyways, i'm still waiting to see this thing. i'm stoked. it has like well over 500 horsepower for christs sake. it eats porche for breakfast...
incubus - megalomaniac
nofx - decom-posuer
we didn't even go anywhere after all. everyone flaked. well, we went to amanda's pad in brentwood after justin finished boning her. i don't even think she meant to tell us, even though we already knew the deal. we were all trashed anyways, couldn't help it. evan the hero (who was somehow still somewhat sober) rode us to swingers. we ate and went back then left. that was about it. left my fleece.
justin's evo is still broke but the skyline is fixed after he gives up 17 g's or so. fried differential or something. don't ask why it costs so much... anyways, i'm still waiting to see this thing. i'm stoked. it has like well over 500 horsepower for christs sake. it eats porche for breakfast...
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